pertama kali ketemu dengan teman lama tapi baru ketemu fisik.
seperti biasa,antusisan bertemu dan mempunyai teman baru.
pasti akan banyak hal2 positif yg bisa kita dapat.
saya membayangkan bahwa saya akan mempunyai teman sharing baru yang bisa saya ambil dan tiru langkah2 positifnya.
tapi,kenyataan tidak akan selalu sama dengan apa yang kita bayangkan.
tetapi saya tetap berusaha untuk bisa menghargai beliau.
kami jalan2,makan,karaoke-an,layaknya teman yang menghabiskan waktunya bersama.
hmm, menyenangkan lho..
then an event that requires me and he met at an event that initially I had never imagined.My sincere friendship through this, I do not intend to have more desire.however, the event I can not avoid, we got to move in two places.I was shocked, confused, not knowing what to say.but I also enjoy it, something that had long since I did not get.soft, beautiful, makes me float.really strange.
I can not get angry, I can not cry.I can only silently, with a million thoughts in my mind.I like hypnotized to do so.but really, he's very good.
now, he's avoiding me like this was changed into a hideous creature for him.whether one when finally I hope that there is continuity and clarity for both of us in the future?now I can only lament the fate.he left me so alone.go as if I was not valuable.My life was tragic.
I want to cry, but I also want to smile.I want to be angry, but I feel good.I want to scream, although I wish also to laugh.strange feelings with the opposite side by side.
that's me and that's him.and until this moment, I still love him.he is the man.
I can not get angry, I can not cry.I can only silently, with a million thoughts in my mind.I like hypnotized to do so.but really, he's very good.
now, he's avoiding me like this was changed into a hideous creature for him.whether one when finally I hope that there is continuity and clarity for both of us in the future?now I can only lament the fate.he left me so alone.go as if I was not valuable.My life was tragic.
I want to cry, but I also want to smile.I want to be angry, but I feel good.I want to scream, although I wish also to laugh.strange feelings with the opposite side by side.
that's me and that's him.and until this moment, I still love him.he is the man.
To. Mr.MY.
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